Hindi ako manhid para hindi ko ma-gets that this particular girl buddy of mine isnt really happy that m getting married. since the day i told her i was engaged, i can sense that she's not rejoicing with me. well, for one she never said she's happy for me, ever.
second, her hirits are always on the nega side. i know this person too well that i am sure it's all because of inggit cos she's still single and nobody's courting her. also, because she fears of being left out. too bad, i try my best to be a good friend to her, but she just can't hide her envy. it oozed out again recently.
oh, and i remember her saying nega things, too when another girl-buddy of hers got married a few months ago. she was saying all these ill words about that girl when it only boils down to the fact that the girl's getting married and she's not even taken seriously by any man.
tsk tsk, if only she can discover the peace that comes with being secure with oneself, the peace that follows when one is joyful for the blessings their friends receive!
i can't be her guidance counsellor, her shock absorber, her consoler forever! i can't and do not want to always sugarcoat things for her.
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